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Thursday, May 21, 2009

♥ swirls





i want to cry out all this feelings that cause me to be negative.
i want to live a fun life, nd' not think about the problems in my life.
i want someone to hold me and tell me that everything will be okay.
even though it isn't okay.
i want to lie on the grass next to that someone nd' just stare into the space all nite.
i want that someone to give me a hug and just hold me through the night.
i want to tell someone that he gives me the butterflies when i see him.
i want to be stupid and run up to him, telling him how much i want him.

" my wants" are so impossible in my little asian mind.
I'm too scared of what the outcome will be like if i say something stupid.
I'm way too shyy to bring it up; and it kills me when everyone tells me
to DO SOMETHING! arghhh mutthaafackers. D;


i received an advice. nd' it is...
" life is short say it or don't say anything at all. Be friends or speak up and tell him your feeling. Boys are stupid and their minds are slow. He isn't making a move, so you better do something. Don't get paranoid when hes with a girl. You have compettion with another girl, you better speak up or else, too bad." thanks. (:

i'm in my little cubic box,
i want MY WANTS.
i sound pathetic....
but this is me. lovely me. ;)








OH SHIZZLE 1 MORE WEEK TILL MY BFF BIRTHDAY, IM EFFING EXCITED. PLUS POLY SHOW ON MAY 30TH.

music&mood: go away meg&dia, currently eating a strawberry swirl ice-cream thing. (:

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