Wednesday, September 2, 2009
♥ mix martinis
dear blogger darling,
summer has finally ended.
memories, sun burns, and punishments,
it was a fun and crazy summer, and
especially my sweet escape from school and reality.
but now its time to face reality and decisions.
i still can't believe that i'm a senoir, i still feel
like its my 2nd year of highschool in a way.
ahh, so the last few days were pretty good,
except for the fact i have to drive alot now.
oh dear, yesterday i couldn't stop thinking
about this person. hes confession scares me
now, and i don't feel like i can accept his
proposal; i don't know how to avoid it,
having mix feelings and the feeling of it, sucks.
tottally sucks, i mean now, that he confessed which
was a month ago, hes still waiting for my answer.
everyday i get lovetexts, goodmornings, and
basically all my technology devices are filled with him.
its to the point where i don't know what to do, i feel
so uncomfortable when i talk to him, this is how it goes.
him: date me!
love me, i only want you. i'll wait for you.
hugs* kisses* please go out with me. i love you so much, i only want you. you are the girl in my eyes
me: lol?
fuck, what a creeper, i actually told him last month
that i don't like him, and i don't want my feelings to be hurt.
he gets easily jealous, bi polarish, i feel like i can't do things
without me telling him.
i really don't know what to do, he won't leave me alone.
i even say your effing ugly i hate you, and he doesn't
care. this is getting out of hand.
what did i got myself into, lol.
i don't know who i like anymore, ahh boys are so gay!
summer has finally ended.
memories, sun burns, and punishments,
it was a fun and crazy summer, and
especially my sweet escape from school and reality.
but now its time to face reality and decisions.
i still can't believe that i'm a senoir, i still feel
like its my 2nd year of highschool in a way.
ahh, so the last few days were pretty good,
except for the fact i have to drive alot now.
oh dear, yesterday i couldn't stop thinking
about this person. hes confession scares me
now, and i don't feel like i can accept his
proposal; i don't know how to avoid it,
having mix feelings and the feeling of it, sucks.
tottally sucks, i mean now, that he confessed which
was a month ago, hes still waiting for my answer.
everyday i get lovetexts, goodmornings, and
basically all my technology devices are filled with him.
its to the point where i don't know what to do, i feel
so uncomfortable when i talk to him, this is how it goes.
him: date me!
love me, i only want you. i'll wait for you.
hugs* kisses* please go out with me. i love you so much, i only want you. you are the girl in my eyes
me: lol?
fuck, what a creeper, i actually told him last month
that i don't like him, and i don't want my feelings to be hurt.
he gets easily jealous, bi polarish, i feel like i can't do things
without me telling him.
i really don't know what to do, he won't leave me alone.
i even say your effing ugly i hate you, and he doesn't
care. this is getting out of hand.
what did i got myself into, lol.
i don't know who i like anymore, ahh boys are so gay!
“We gonna touch the sky,”
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